♥ People eat to live, I live to eat
♥ Treasure today, as tomorrow may never come
♥ Living a day happily or sadly, the day goes by, might as well live it happily =)
The-Lady
The girl who is Happy and Contented with all that she has
Desires
♥ Tiramisu
♥ Grilled Salmon
♥ Grilled Codfish
♥ Hokkien Mee
♥ Mee Hoon Kway
♥ Cheesy Nachos
♥ Macoronni cheese
♥ Passion Mocktails
♥ Red / White wine
had a horrible experience at TTSH yesterday at their eye clinic. firstly, the waiting time is blood boiling. initially was pretty quick, after the eye tests, then see my doctor(she is incompetent and didn't take safety precautions), then she wanted to have a look at my retina, so had to dilate my pupils. they applied that horrible liquid into my eyes for 3 times before im ready to see her again. alright, then i waited for hell whole of 2hours but my name wasn't called in. dad mum and bro all seemed restless but didn't voice out. felt really bad, it's daddy's birthday. yet he spent it bringing me to see doc in the morning and now this.
today, most of my lymphnodes are swelled up, and my eyes are getting smaller. my vision became limited in range and blurred. flu had gotten worst, even medication didn't make quite a difference. everything worsened with diarrhea. i'm CTRL-ing + Scroll Up or Down to make life easier for my eyes.
-Sign Off @ 4/29/2009 :)
26 April 2009
didn't sleep well last night. my eyes made me uncomfortable throughout the night. they are both red and swollen now, very gau wek lol. planning to seek medical attention on tuesday, as tomorrow i have lab and pw meeting. thought it would get better over the weekend, im wrong.
enjoyed my brunch, i had 3 pancakes, an omelette, and a passion fruit tea. simply the countryside type of breakfast i love haha. closed my eyes and imagined with mum. lol.
a day of research and homework for me. mr oh and jx came over, though they are supposedly going to millenia walk lol. mr oh stayed for dinner while jx headed home during late evening.
goodnight for now xD
-Sign Off @ 4/26/2009 :)
24 April 2009
sad and funny video. touched by the tears of the male lizard. u jump i jump~ u drop i drop ~ u fall i fall ~ u die i die ~
-Sign Off @ 4/24/2009 :)
eye gotten worst, very itchy and uncomfortable. frens in sch were worried and concerned. most prob will be on mc next week. needs to be prescribed with antibiotics. such a hassle, they should sell amoxicillin on pharmacy shelves.
saw a few wrs school mates, huimin and junjie. huimin came from my back when i was walking towards the escalator to campus with FS. bumped into junjie in college bookstore after school. really crowded there, bought some junk food to eat on the way home. M&M peanut! lol.
went to cwp to do some grocery shopping. also contributed some bucks into Metro sale. haha. was on my way to buy curry puffs from old chang kee for mum when an IJC guy came forward to ask for my number. lol. courageous guy, he was alone. as usual, i refused nicely and walked away.
weekend have to revise and prepare for next week. dats all for now xD
-Sign Off @ 4/24/2009 :)
23 April 2009
my multi-layered greenapple juice lol.
warm day as usual, walking around campus with my swollen eye. developed yesterday. kept telling myself not to rub it. hope it gets better soon.
on my way to sch, i know i forgot something important, but i have no clue what it was. until i reached lecture theatre, then i realised i forgot to bring my injection needle and sponge. jialat lol. luckily today not intramuscular, but subcutaneous injection. so i escaped death lol. i have a free sponge today too, lucky day haha.
funny commotion at home, mum screaming while bro very kan jiong over a moth. haha. i was like, 'ehh, don't hit! it's ah gong la!' but then, PIAK! dead! omg, my ah gong t.t
oppa so bad, he instructed omma to throw away my 'lovely pillow' *sniffs* if it's gone, i will cry for sure. and have sleepless nights. how cruel.
as usual, catching with omma before going to sleep xD nights.
-Sign Off @ 4/23/2009 :)
22 April 2009
it's 2330 now, raining heavily.
just spent an hour plus talking with mum. watched her favourite Wonder Girls MVs. we paused what we were doing when we heard howling noise from outside. so it's the strong wind. we both enjoyed the strong cold wind by the kitchen window. really cold. haha. it's been ages since we felt this way, the weather these days are terrible, so warm. we stayed by the window until the rain started to pour. felt really good.
We were both young when I first saw you I closed my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet" And I was crying on the staircase Begging you, please don't go And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet" But you were my everything to me I was begging you, please don't go And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me They try to tell me how I feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town And I said
Romeo, save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you, but you never come Is this in my head I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad Go pick out a white dress It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh
-Sign Off @ 4/21/2009 :)
my engine haven't started for school. been dosing off in between lectures and feeling so tired. lol.
yesterday, had an early 8am tutorial, half of my class were late. i was half asleep in class, blur blur until i didn't react to my name being called for attendence. lol.
met up with our mentor for a get together since we seldom see him. he told us some things we must take note and take precaution on our mental health posting at IMH. really funny. seriously funny. laugh till peng. but also feel scared lol.
today, another sleepy day. the weather so nice to sleep in the morning.
we have a year 3 guy joining our class for mental health, known as Mr Yong lol. our mental health lecturer was a joker in class, she called everyone by what's on their shirt. luckily i didn't wear something with numbers or pictures. Haq was known as ddq, Kelvin as 1941, etc etc. she said she would never wear those floral type as it depicts a garden to her. then poor FS was wearing a very floral-ly dress, we called her Botanic Garden. lol.
during our break, we saw a girl with huge boobs. FS finds it disgusting as it was pretty obvious it was enhanced by PUB.
FS: walao, disgusting sia. cfm PUB eh. SQ: no la, i tell you the secret to it. (all turned to her) SQ: she applied self-raising flour (-.-!)
happened to meet Roy & frens in canteen, crappy group. considering taking Lifeguard as my cca.
overall, day was fine xD
-Sign Off @ 4/21/2009 :)
17 April 2009
next month got posting at NUH for 3weeks. also SHS posting in the midst of the weeks. that's fast for the next to come. lol.
this week everyone in napfa mood, next year my turn lol. weird, why year 3 then napfa, stamina all gone by then. bro got a Gold for his napfa, all 5 points. he has my father's genes. come back yaya papaya liao. haha.
my BCLS, if i fail i will cry. lol. year 2 horror.
-Sign Off @ 4/17/2009 :)
16 April 2009
today went back to campus to get my semester's books. see my Pharmacology and Biology can faint.
met up with Jireh today, it's been sometime since we last keep in contact. talked over lunch and tennis. arms aching now lol. wish him all the best between him and his gf.
most unforgettable dota match in my life, spent a long time getting its right version and v6.59 AI map. in the end, got the right version, but couldn't get the map. played an ancient version v6.51 AI rofl. shows how long i nv touch dota, i had difficulty coordinating the keys, as usual lol.
- Happy Birthday to Shawna! -
-Sign Off @ 4/16/2009 :)
15 April 2009
there u go Gabrillaaaeee lol.
-Sign Off @ 4/15/2009 :)
14 April 2009
having runs since morning i woke up. no appetite. pyretic.
watching Love Story in Harvard, sweet and funny. still in the early episodes. it's theme song, below, is pretty nice.
Spring, summer, fall & winter dreams Those are shinning like a star They keep whispering, I’m so in love with you
Spring, summer, fall & winter love It is breezing to my heart and it keeps telling I’ll make you rainbow smile
I remember when we were angels when we dreamed about us All my days were happy just like a snowy christmas I wish i’d have them always Every step i make writes a story It is full of the heart feeling love of my life and missing friends of my time I Wish i’d have them all
In Spring, summer, fall & winter days we’ve been sharing all the hearts love shines in my eyes love just won’t fade away
I remember when we were angels when we dreamed about us All my days were happy just like a snowy christmas I wish i’d have them always Every step i make writes a story It is full of the heart feeling love of my life and missing friends of my time I Wish i’d have them all
If you’d all the way show me the world where I will stay in love All my days will be white just like a snowy christmas You’re just all I need
-Sign Off @ 4/14/2009 :)
13 April 2009
sneezing day for me, 30mins after wake, sneezed total of 8 times. who's thinking so crazily about me lol.
went vivo with SQ and FS, BT down with flu. watched Confessions of a Shopaholic, that's what FS is lol. ate at TCRS, standard was there. shop around till 6pm. bought a good buy for myself, happy.
one funny guy approached me for no. lol no taste haha. admire his courage though.
i asked mommy a weird qn today, 'mummy, will i ever marry?' she said, 'why not?'
shopping is tiring lol.
-Sign Off @ 4/13/2009 :)
12 April 2009
went to watch Knowing with sam and jx, really good movie. the effects were remarkable. must watch +++ not going add spoilers here. just go watch.
after movie, went to mac, disturb jl at work.
i am happy.
-Sign Off @ 4/12/2009 :)
11 April 2009
it's been a rainy weekend. last week no rain the whole time.
ytd brought sam out for a trip down clarke quay as a treat for his birthday. was raining heavily when i left home, but it stopped when i reach cwp. and my Godly umbrella, couldn't open at all. what i good start i thought. lol.
today mum brought it back to the shop and we realised we didn't catch the method on how it works. haha. jokers. the shop lady was kind enough to demostrate on how to use, and we sure increased her sales by advertising it. lol.
-Sign Off @ 4/11/2009 :)
9 April 2009
tiring day outside, lost my stamina of shopping and staying outdoors. went to Alexandra Hospital to have my stitches removed followed by lunch at Ikea. shop and walk around, bought some home needs. accompanied my okasan to see doctor as her eyes are swollen, diagnosed w/ conjuctivitis.
her STO is tomorrow, we tried insisting to have it open today, but due to some protocols, they refused to carry it out. it's just a day apart.
finished Wonderful Life, it's so worth watching and really worth my tears. really love Shin-Bi, so adorable and lovable, she had become my dream daughter. great storyline, +++ must watch.
i feel sinful, shameless and really detest myself. had been crying everynight when i think of how bad i am. i have hurt an innocent being for my selfishness. during that moment, i was really down as our supposed wedding is near. and our birthdays too. my foolishness. if only i could turn back the time. these shouldn't even have started.
-Sign Off @ 4/09/2009 :)
8 April 2009
baby xuening was born on 3rd April :) on the day my op was carried. my instinct were accurate indeed. haha. Happy Birthday Leenie Ng Shir Ning. she had my last name.
recovering pretty well from my op, just that it bleeds alot whenever i wash the laundry or mops the floor. it aggravates it. mum wanted to help up, but she had her op at her abdomen. i don't feel right letting her do such chores that will worsen her recovery.
delson and me had been cracking our brains for our god dotter's gift. can be really funny working with him lol.
ytd night had a conver with dhilon and jacq at wee hours. dhilon must have eaten some wrong medi, making him so workaholic, working till so late. glad that he called us on his way home, so that he won't fall asleep like delson. had a funny conver as usual. haha.
