tiring day outside, lost my stamina of shopping and staying outdoors. went to Alexandra Hospital to have my stitches removed followed by lunch at Ikea. shop and walk around, bought some home needs. accompanied my okasan to see doctor as her eyes are swollen, diagnosed w/ conjuctivitis.
her STO is tomorrow, we tried insisting to have it open today, but due to some protocols, they refused to carry it out. it's just a day apart.
finished Wonderful Life, it's so worth watching and really worth my tears. really love Shin-Bi, so adorable and lovable, she had become my dream daughter. great storyline, +++ must watch.
i feel sinful, shameless and really detest myself. had been crying everynight when i think of how bad i am. i have hurt an innocent being for my selfishness. during that moment, i was really down as our supposed wedding is near. and our birthdays too. my foolishness. if only i could turn back the time. these shouldn't even have started.